have u even wonder
have u ever wonder.....
why many things fade as time passes...
how people change in a flick of a moment that you asked whether they are the ones that you really knew then...
what to react when things seem to change so rapidly while you continued to stand still...so still..
where the contradiction between rationality and emotionality lies
how the contradiction could struggle and tire out the mind...
and
where are the bins you can dump those sorrows n nv recycle them again....ever...
whether those grounds existed for the minds to rest... ...
have u ever wonder....~
(yeah~ i did not say this is a poem. =P)
2007. it's finally here.
2007.
a year of major changes.
a year of high-possibilty unexpected events.
a year of anticipation.
a year that will change my life forever.
And it has finally arrived while i awaits in anticipation.
it is the year where i will officially graduate from SMU, from school. Away from the "teacher-student-books-tests-exams-quiz-tables-lessons-lectures-participation-cca-classmates-friends" relationship. but to boss-work-stress-target-enemy-rival relationship... ... from many words of mouths, this particular relationship is scary. very scary. u either survive or die at it.yeah~ good luck to me. yeah~ hav been mourning about all this all the while even in my other posts, yeah..cos i really dread it alot and it is finaly THE DAY. oh well.
thus, i shall enjoy as much as i can tmr (2nd jan 2007) as it officially marks my LAST school holi-DAY of MY LIFE. yes, my last school holiday. imagination has finally become reality! yeah~ when u think abt it this way, it sounds so pessimistic and sad and sadistic right? afterall, it's all these holidays that has been keeping me stay closer to the kiddish side, away from the adults. oh well..i cant believe this man.
Happy New Year !
anw, the first day of 2007 wasnt tat bad. jus 4+ hrs of waiting for this 10 min fireworks. i gotta guard this little small electric box for hrs so i cld stand on it n b taller than the front audiences. yes, efforts to guard it paid off n luckily i din got electrocuted. n on a side note, the "agony" of a few hrs of watching "frens" n some1 slp. wat an entertainment. + getting involved in the celebration of a 14 yr old kid party has made me feel really so old. imagine. wat can a 22 year old do or say to those 14 yr old energetic, hyper kids? just admit it. im growing old. oh well.
but still, happy new year everyone! n to my spanish frens, Feliz Año Nuevo!!! it was nice to get into contact w my dear columbian fren. awww! miss those US days ar.
New year resolution
thanks kh for reminding me about those resolutions k. not a good thing k. =P mayb i shd set 1 for u instead, kh. =P.
one of ur resolutions set by esther specially: leave some time to dine or tok to me. best to swim w me. or shop w me.we haven been toking much or even complaining to each other anymore. u have been real busy but still u nid time for me k. *selfish* i dun care. u mus fulfil this resolution by hook or by crook. yeah~ miss u ger. u have been so distanced recently... ... really =(
of cos, new year resolutions r jus some crappy stuff for everyone. i guess my new year resolution is.... ...
1) initiate to say hello to a fren i noe when i c them on the streets? cos i always too sure to say hello n end up pretending hard that i DIN see them.=Pim sorry..not mean to be rude la. im jus really shy.=P
2) catch up w frens as hard as i can. so they wun miss me so much.=P
3) push my GPA as high as possible for my v last time.=P so i get a better degree.
4) while enjoying my v last term in sch. REALLY enjoy. so i get to enjoy the student privilegdes for the last time.
5) find out wat i really wan for my career n in life. so tat i noe wat jobs to apply.=P
6) be brave. so i wun get bullied anymore.
7) drink more milk. cos a nice supervisor said i will break my bones. i nid to increase my bone mass.=P
8) work. earn as much as i can. so i can spent as much as i can. =P
yeah~ as u can see. new year resolutions r usually a load of crap. hee.
*no. tat doesnt apply to u kh! u gotta fulfill that. why? purely becos it was set by me.=P yeah~ i may consider dropping ur tanglin mall incident. hee. for a while.=P*
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